im just so tired. wont you sing me to sleep
and fly through my dreams
so i can hitch a ride with you tonight
and get away from this place
have a new name and face, i just aint the same
without you in my life
late night drives, all alone in my car
i cant help but start
singing lines from all our favorite songs
and melodies in the air
singin
life just aint fair, sometimes i still just cant believe
you're gone
and im sure
your view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year, down here
feel your fire
when its cold in my heart, and things sorta start
reminding me of my last night with you
i only need one more day
just one more chance to say
that i wish that i had gone up with you too
you wont be comin back
and i didnt get to say goodbe
i really wish i got to say goodbye
i hope that all is well in heaven
cause its all shot to hell down here
i hope that i find you in heaven
cause im so lost without you down here
had a dream about matt the other night. it was so weird. we were
together, just playing around and we were really happy. it was strange,
because he looked like he would have right before he died, like he was
16. which is strange because i havent seen him since he was .. 13 or 14
maybe. i didnt want to wake up. and i when i did, when reality hit me,
i was miserable. it was really sad, and ive been sad ever since and
cant stop thinking about it. now, every night before i go to bed i pray
that i will dream about him again. death is a terrible thing that no
one should have to deal with.